I am absofuckinglutely sorry for your grief and sadness, Taylor. Truly.
I wish I didn't understand grief - but goddamn, I do. It's like we're best fucking enemies in a hate-hate relationship. Anyway, power through, find support through others. I know a few others who have had similar experiences. Keep being a badass and shine a light for others ... and when it feels like the dark is close - GO LOOKING FOR THE LIGHT - YOU'LL FIND IT. I PROMISE.
Wishing you a whole fucking lot of healing love and peace and better days ahead. 🌞🙏🏻🤍
You’re very welcome ... and it was very good … hard to read, in some sense. Thankfully ... I don’t relate to THAT sense of grief … But I related to way too much grief …. I’ve written about a lot of forms of it the past few months … especially very recently. I’ll write about more in November.
Just hang in there and don’t let the darkness consume you. Please. We like having you around here. 😁
I'm so sorry for your loss. Your grief and pain must be too much to even bear. And yet, here you are sharing your pain and sadness, a true survivor. You are so brave and she must be so proud of you. Your poem is beautiful, honest and heartbreaking. She is your Light, take comfort, she will always show you the way. ✨
I lost my Dad recently, I loved him dearly, and I have been so lost in my "chaos" of grief, regrets and helplessness. I long to hear from him, every day I look for a sign, I can so relate to the feeling of wanting just one more chance to say goodbye. 🙏
I'm so sorry it took me this long to see your comment Finding Grace! Thank you so much for your lovely and kind words. I'm heartbroken to hear you recently lost your dad. It is always so hard! I hope he comes and visits with you soon!
Well, it is not exactly a happy fucking poem is it!! But I hear you and my heart goes out to you. A title could be "my weeping heart."
Thank you for sharing. I think it is good for you to share and not bottle up the emotions. A piece of her will live within your heart forever but above all, she will want you to have a life full of joy and happiness. She will want you to have a beautiful life. She will not want you to be sad forever. Remember the happy memories.
I def thought I responded to this Colin, my bad!!! Oh I used to be an expert bottler. I try so hard not to do that anymore as it's SO unhealthy. I am working on remembering the happy memories only :)
A touching and really well written poem Taylor. Your ability to face such pain publicly and openly really shows your strength and resilience. Thanks for sharing. I think 'Raw' seems a good title as that's the feeling the poem gives- very Raw and honest emotional pain. Have a great day.
The car really just brings out the heavy emotions huh 😅 seems to be where I let myself “crack” - I’m a psychic medium, your daughter is your guardian angel, she came down to teach you a different form of love and then loss. From your LOVELY post I read about your experience with her, I felt like your internal struggle with being a mother - was something to be evolved. And you’re going to be such a wonderful Mom because of this experience. She’s always with you and you definitely know that. 🩵🪽
Oh your comments mean the world to me. I've had someone else share something similar with me. I have started to actually hear her more clearly now and it's so beautiful! Thank you so so so much.
That’s a good fucking poem
Thank you so fucking much!!!!
I am absofuckinglutely sorry for your grief and sadness, Taylor. Truly.
I wish I didn't understand grief - but goddamn, I do. It's like we're best fucking enemies in a hate-hate relationship. Anyway, power through, find support through others. I know a few others who have had similar experiences. Keep being a badass and shine a light for others ... and when it feels like the dark is close - GO LOOKING FOR THE LIGHT - YOU'LL FIND IT. I PROMISE.
Wishing you a whole fucking lot of healing love and peace and better days ahead. 🌞🙏🏻🤍
Thank you so much!!
You’re very welcome ... and it was very good … hard to read, in some sense. Thankfully ... I don’t relate to THAT sense of grief … But I related to way too much grief …. I’ve written about a lot of forms of it the past few months … especially very recently. I’ll write about more in November.
Just hang in there and don’t let the darkness consume you. Please. We like having you around here. 😁
Oh I'm much past the darkness thankfully. You'll get a lot more of a look into that in the coming serialization!
Looking forward to it! I love your vulnerability. That takes a lot of fucking courage.
Awe thank you so fucking much!
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I love you. And I agree, the quiet private space of a car is such an easy cocoon to let yourself feel the feelz.
The more you feel. The more you love.
Your love is so deep.
Love you and your words so much
I'm so sorry for your loss. Your grief and pain must be too much to even bear. And yet, here you are sharing your pain and sadness, a true survivor. You are so brave and she must be so proud of you. Your poem is beautiful, honest and heartbreaking. She is your Light, take comfort, she will always show you the way. ✨
I lost my Dad recently, I loved him dearly, and I have been so lost in my "chaos" of grief, regrets and helplessness. I long to hear from him, every day I look for a sign, I can so relate to the feeling of wanting just one more chance to say goodbye. 🙏
Sending you hugs ❤
I'm so sorry it took me this long to see your comment Finding Grace! Thank you so much for your lovely and kind words. I'm heartbroken to hear you recently lost your dad. It is always so hard! I hope he comes and visits with you soon!
Well, it is not exactly a happy fucking poem is it!! But I hear you and my heart goes out to you. A title could be "my weeping heart."
Thank you for sharing. I think it is good for you to share and not bottle up the emotions. A piece of her will live within your heart forever but above all, she will want you to have a life full of joy and happiness. She will want you to have a beautiful life. She will not want you to be sad forever. Remember the happy memories.
I def thought I responded to this Colin, my bad!!! Oh I used to be an expert bottler. I try so hard not to do that anymore as it's SO unhealthy. I am working on remembering the happy memories only :)
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Sending hugs ❤️❤️❤️
thank you!
A touching and really well written poem Taylor. Your ability to face such pain publicly and openly really shows your strength and resilience. Thanks for sharing. I think 'Raw' seems a good title as that's the feeling the poem gives- very Raw and honest emotional pain. Have a great day.
Thank you so much!!!!
This is so fantastic, thank you for sharing this 💕
Coming from you I take that as a huge compliment!!!!
Your so welcome, you’re such a great writer 💕
Thank you!!!
You’re welcome ☺️
Thank you Taylor. I wondered about the title..One More Goodbye. Thank you again for your heart to share what matters.
Thank you so much! I really like that title! Thank you!
"I won't open that can until I can." That line really moved me, Taylor.
Perhaps Until I Can as a title. I can relate to the only way of surviving is by sharing our child's light. It keeps them close to us.
Keep expressing❤️
Oooo I love that title!!
I agree ❤️❤️ thank you so much!
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I usually don’t send out random messages, but she has a VOICE and I felt compelled to really share that for you
The car really just brings out the heavy emotions huh 😅 seems to be where I let myself “crack” - I’m a psychic medium, your daughter is your guardian angel, she came down to teach you a different form of love and then loss. From your LOVELY post I read about your experience with her, I felt like your internal struggle with being a mother - was something to be evolved. And you’re going to be such a wonderful Mom because of this experience. She’s always with you and you definitely know that. 🩵🪽
Oh your comments mean the world to me. I've had someone else share something similar with me. I have started to actually hear her more clearly now and it's so beautiful! Thank you so so so much.
P.s. my car is 100% my safe space 😂😂😂