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Nov 07, 2024

I will share what I’ve been reading that month, what I’ve been watching, what I’ve been listening to (books AND music), how the book is going, and any other random shit that I can think of lol

October 2024

I started my new job this month! I actually feel like I don't remember fucking half of October. Between adjusting to a new job and Ds store opening, Lus father getting married. And me having lu for half the month (not really lol just felt like that cuz fall break). Annnddd we all got sick. And I'm still sick as I'm typing this. Butttttt without further adoooo here goes the Chaos Collection for October 2024

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Lil Lulu update

We got Lus GATE testing back…

—-—She is smarter than 99% of her age group/grade.

Duh I knew that.

But this one was bigger:

She is intellectually at a 9 year old cognitive level.

🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯

My Moms Dad (my grandfather) was so smart at times it wasn’t comprehensible.

That is Lucy.

And they share the same love for life. Just pure joy because they know every day is a gift. They share the same type of love for music, food, nature, and the inquinchable thirst for knowledge.

I am so fucking excited to see how far she will go with the giant support system she has behind her.

I learned something every time I was in the man's presence. And for a large portion of my life…. That was every weekday. And that didn't end. Even now. Now that he is no longer on earth but being mischievous with Lily. I'm still learning from him. When I feel his presence, it's because I've learned something from a nugget of wisdom he had dropped in my head years ago, knowing eventually, I would understand.

Lily was almost a carbon copy of my grandfather; Had her facial features not been changed by her condition. They shared the fairness, the dark hair, and striking pale blue eyes. I know Lily is just as intelligent. Her soul is so so so wise. I completely understand why I chose to embark on this soul contract with her.

It’s really beautiful how my life has played out despite the steaming pile of shit I had to sift by bare hand.

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I have literally never been good at transitions.

Moving On

What Did I Read in October:

I don't think I read anything but technical documents this whole fucking month. And it was for my job lol

Soooooooo.

maybe next month?

Audiobooks:

Mastering Your Mean Girl

Ok I think I’m halfway through this? I really like it. I had some resistance in the beginning why listening because… well. My mean girl came out something fierce. Thankfully this book has helped me start the process of getting Teighlor out of my GD head for good. Because her Twin BG, is passionate, knows exactly what she wants in life, does not do things for others FOR others. But does things for others because SHE wants to.

I’m slowly learning to love myself. It’s a work in progress but it’s going. But my mean girl shows up everywhere in ways one might never even understand. I’ll spare you the details but here is the visual representation of Teighlor… fucking gorgeous bitch.

And this months On Repeat playlist from Spotify is nothing new. I have actually be listening to mainly EDM while working.

These are the specific playlists I play at work

What Have I been Watching?

We started Yellow stone Finally!!!!! I am fucking IN LOVE it is so GD good. We just started season 3! So we shall see how it goes! I’ve been told there are spin offs as well!

How’s the book going?

It’s not. I took the entire mont of October off from writing basically. SO There’s that. But it is what it is and I am going to get right back into it in November. Like literally I am doing that exact thing right now. lol

I think that’s all that happened in October…. I think lol

If you want to read something specific during these collections let me know! I’m happy to share literally anything!

Thanks for reading the Chaos

Much Love,

Taylor Cecelia Brook

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