The Struggle Bus of Follow Through...

I've shared that I have an “alter ego” or “inner bitch”.

Once I even shared what she looked like

That's Teighlor.

Anyway, it's HER indecisiveness that causes me to have the WORST follow-through.

BECAUSE THEN I FORGET AFTER SPENDING HALF A DAY THINKING ABOUT SAID THING!

HOW?! HOW is my brain so bad, so good at storing information that I can't even find it?

My constantly changing and unpredictable calendar DOES NOT help. Because if I say YES THIS DAY WORKS there is a 50% chance that something work or family-related will cause a schedule conflict 😭

It is absolutely exhausting tbh.

The bus route consists of:

Get on the commitment bus.

Take the stop for Obsession City.

Get on the bus that leads to far away but only temporary storage.

Stay there until the person you committed to reaches out AGAIN, and the really loud alarm bell will trigger that final struggle bus.

And then you repeat the cycle.

Thus, I end up looking like a flake, but in reality, I am just on the shittiest struggle bus in communication.

Who else rides this bus?

I would love to know!

Much Love,

Taylor Cecelia Brook