Welp Here We Go

Please keep your hands and feet inside the vehicle at all times.

Disclaimer, I say like a lot, use the word fuck way too much, and go on a lot of digressions. Have fun!

What the hell, Taylor? It’s Tuesday; you don’t usually post a newsletter on a Tuesday/

Well, guess what mother fuckers….. you’re going to be getting something from me EVERY DAY THIS MONTH!

Why?

Well, I have to overcome my silly little fears that are stopping me from achieving my wants, hopes, and dreams.

I can’t ACTUALLY be paid for my writing if I’m not writing anything.

So, I will be posting daily. Some days will be poems, some will be unfiltered journal entries, and others will be just whatever the fuck I feel like writing.

If you’re only here for the dead kid stuff… don’t worry, that’s not going anywhere. That will still be sprinkled in.

With that in mind, we will wrap this up with some minor life updates from Taylor. The full Chaos Collection will return in January with a 2 part newsletter!

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Taylor is SLOWLY adjusting to having a big girl job again.

D quit his job and is going to use his GI bill to go back to school (THANK FUCK)

This has been an enormous weight lifted off my shoulders as he is an EXCELLENT house husband. I’ve always wanted to be a sugar momma, lol

I will have a massive announcement about my life come January and I cannot wait to share it.

We have 2 weeks left in our session plan for weed!! It has been hard AF. Mainly having to wait until a specific time. We were trying to spend less and less time in the day high.

I do think that some of the resistance that I face towards life does come from the weed. I have noticed that the less I smoke, the more my wit, memory, and intelligence return. And it has made me wonder if I haven’t been getting the stuff I want done all this time. All because I want to get a little high. That’s so silly. I get better highs from fucking running and mountain biking.

It’s so interesting being addicted to something. It changes a lot about you. And I don’t think I’ve ever been so ready to be sober!

One day, I know we will be able to smoke socially, but it’s going to take some time, and I am excited for the future.

Thanks for reading. There may be days when I don’t write much, but I am determined to post daily for a month.

Ok, bye for now!

Taylor Cecelia Brook

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